During college, I got a job working at a strip club, and although I didn't do anything illegal, I got paid under the table. That's when I think the targeting began. The CIA used that I had a few years of income I didn't claim to sabotage every aspect of my life for the next thirty years, and to prevent me from being given the credit I deserve for my educational accomplishments. When I graduated, I had applied to well over one hundred jobs. I kept hitting wall after wall. Nothing was working out. Eventually I tried escorting. I thought it was a fun, temporary way to make money while I figured everything else out. I didn’t do it for long. ​

 

Looking back, the sabotage started long before I even realized it. Jobs I was qualified for never came through. Relationships fell apart. Opportunities vanished. Then it got much worse.

Since November 2024 I’ve been tracked and attacked 24 hours a day, 7 days a week with high-powered biological weapons. I'm a targeted individual in a CIA torture program.

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Here’s what it actually looks like on a daily basis:

• Insomnia and sleep sabotage — I can’t sleep for days at a time. When I finally do fall asleep, they hit me with weapons that often disrupt my sleep or wake me up.

• Brain fog and cognitive impairment — I’m so drained and foggy that I can barely read a book or focus on anything. 

• Sudden 45-pound weight gain — They hit me with a weapon that made me gain 45 pounds within the course of two and a half years. Even when I diet and exercise, the weight stays or comes right back. 

• Physical torture — Constant headaches, back pain, and a drained, tired feeling that makes it hard on some days to even walk around the block.

• Financial and career destruction — I have had almost no income for almost four years. My credit is ruined. I have back taxes, penalties, and interest piling up from cash I made years ago. I’ve applied to hundreds of jobs and got nowhere despite my degree. My trading business — something I’ve worked on for 18 years — is stuck in a permanent “no-results” mode. The closer I get to any progress, the harder they attack.

• Living situation — I’m stuck living with my mom and have lived with her since '17. I have a negative bank balance. I can barely manage basic self-care like cooking or cleaning.​

• This is just the tip of the iceberg in terms of the technology the CIA has used in tandem with psychological operations to attack every aspect of my life. 

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This isn’t just “bad luck.” It’s systematic, no-results sabotage. Every time I try to move forward in any area of my life — career, money, health, relationships — the attacks ramp up. It feels like they are deliberately turning me into a non-entity, too drained and dysfunctional to function as a normal adult. I had no idea what I was really getting into when I started escorting. I wish someone had told me the full truth before I ever took that first step. 

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That’s why I made this site. No one should have to go through what I have been through.